this is a good emotional outlet, but not when I don't know what to say. this is hard, real hard. and real fucking gay. Only thing I can do is ignore stupid feelings, and just be happy when I'm with you. That's better than nothing.
i hate when the neck is just a little *too* tight on my fucking shirts, ughhhhh.
it's morning. i'm bored. didn't do my effin English 4 HW.. she's gonna be pisssssssed, oh well.