I just hop..
I-I just hope you come b-back. lol. sigh
I work all weekend.
Your not here.
You have no idea how much love you's and miss you's mean to me right now. That's what is keeping me going.. I feel on the verge of tears ALL day, literally. Just that 'feeling' you get before it happens.. I never knew what this was like.. to truly miss someone.
I'm sorry for being so glum, I know you want me to be happy. I know... and I try.. try.
Well, it's about 4.. time to get ready for work.. i kind of look forward to work (as scary as THAT is), gives me something contructive to do and keeps my mind off everything..
Like I said, this is my journal to you..So check it out often..I'll let you know how I'm feeling and whats going on better than I might be able to on the phone... Call me tonight, please?
I love you Andria